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What's with me these days? Sunday, February 15, 2009 Hellos ... , There's seriously something super wrong with me. I don't know why. I got pissed over little stuff after Thursday. Lemme tell you. I have lots of family matter these days. Cause things happened in all of a sudden & I'm not mentally prepared or ever expect this outcome. Though i know my grandparents & my parents are in bad terms , I still couldnt believe how GREEDY & mean my grandparents are to my parents. I've been growing up in this type of situation , BUT so what? No one understands me. There's never peace in my life. I'll either be screaming on top of my lungs , Crying in the corner of the room , OR putting a super happy face in front of you guys. I'm trying so hard to be optimistic but sometimes , I just can't help but break down. Eric & co , Where are you when i needed you most? That day , i already spell it out that " I--N-E-E-D--H-E-L-P." The next thing you told me , You're sleeping & couldnt reply me. Yea , i tried to keep my smile on each smses i sent you. We're rather cold these days , Think that being your daughter is better , At least you showered me with your love more than now. Yea , i know you're busy. I tried to understand. Either i've change or you've changed. One of my previous post , I said that i wanna disown my grandparents , That's true , I really wanna do that. && I also said that i wanna go counseling , But i don't have the courage to walk up to the fern lounge. Sooner or later , You'll not see the Ingrid you know. THEY are eating my heart up. && For "someone" , Thanks for the talked on thrusday though , I'm still emotionally unstable right now , Still wanna thank you for your confront. ET wasn't even there like you were. Thanks yo. |
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