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Yours truly. Wednesday, July 29, 2009 Today was an emotional. Gah , What is wrong with my emotions these days? It's all running wild , Really wild. Gave Miss Santha the letter i wrote her when the class's gonna end , Went back to my seat crying & Masturah was there confronting me. Boon Hui came patting my back , Trying not to get me crying on & on. Miss Santha , surprised me by seeing me cry & stuff. She said , "Darling , I'm here , Don't cry. Come here." Went to her & hugged her crying. She told me some stuff & I was still crying like mad , Then told me to go back in. Miss Santha was so huggable & smells damn good & Her hair's ultra soft. She awesome , She rocks my world really much. & Ouh , I wanna hug her again. She's my first teacher that i've hugged - I'm not forgetting it , ofcourse! Really hope that she'll be back & I'll be able to see her then. ;D After she left , I was thinking whether i over reacted or smth, It's like i cried right even before she stepped out of our class. Ouh , I know i'm acting like her baby but who cares , I treated her like she's my mummy. I love her like mad. ;D Gah , I forgot to take picture with her. I guess i don't have the time. I swear i'm taking a picture with her & I together , Hugging or smth. Huahaha. ;D P/s ; Miss Santha , You must come back okay? I'll be waiting! =d Ahhh , As i've said manymany times before , I LOVE YOU! ;D P/p/s ; Amirah , Don't feel sorry or angry anymore. They're like that. Next year , Just don't care about them. Let them settle. Anway , This is your first time doing it , It's really good. ;] Pictures okay? ;) I'm your good good girl!  That's how i burn boredom.  How great , He's looking at me!  Super long eyelashes? LOL.  Ouh that hot ass Chris Brown , See , I'm taking picture with him! Freaking out over ChrisB. Wanna be geek. 101% GEEK. Wonder what will th chers say? I could have look better but syrif laughed out loud. ;(  He's th only one , i think , who think that i look like caucasion! Awesome!  Yesterday & Weird dream. Tuesday, July 28, 2009 Yesterday was awesomely great like usual , I guess. Ah , I got my ClassTee & It's limegreen. Ouh ouh , It matched my brace & my Froggy. I've updated class blog's skin too & It's way better than th old one. Just like a new chapter of our class. ;D Yesterday was superb & let th photos speak okay? ;D Add ups will be added. Don't worry. Look at Euven's "evil" look & th uncle seems to be looking at her or smth. Euvene , You're seating on priority seat anyway!  Ahh , The class tee.  Was on th phone with boyf. ;D  Kankjana!  Alright , Anway we went to Novena at around 4.05pm. Mrs Chia took our time away. All th girl's skirt flew when we crossed th path & Syarif happily walk through it. What to do , Life of a girl. D; FIY , We did superly great for our geog project. We're had 16 for our oral presentation , Masturah was great. You really are. ;D Last night's weird dream ; I dreamt of th whole sec1 at th Sec4 Irina's house for camp. WHOLE SEC1. I am th councillor so i had to help out with breakfast for everyone & Saw Irina seating down , Watching TV. Very engrossed & I thought that I was over at my grandnny's house. It looked exactly like it! Freay uh. Then we went to her shop , We have to kindda pay in their shop's currency. Just like Monopoly & th stuff there's super cute. Seriously , I didnt know how i got all those Werid parts from. [It's a dream!] Came back earlier to Irina's house cause have to prepare lunch. D; When i stepped into what's supposed to be my grandmother's house , Rennalyn was in a wedding gown getting married. She looked damn chio. Was also stunned cause we're only sec1 & she's marrying? Yupps. Anyway , She started crying & stuff. The way she talked was werid. Ah , I didn't know what to do uh. It's plainly weird. Tiny one. Monday, July 27, 2009 That guy of mine sang for me "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" & Aww , He's awesome. You guys better be jealous! Alright , That's what i promised that bastard to post it on blog & I did it. Yesterday night was awesome , Twinny & Boyf both sang to me. Different song , of course! Twinny sang "BaBa Black Sheep" , I think. ;D Anyway , They really made my night. I woke up with super engry flowing in me! Today , It's too long to post in like 4 mins. I'll blog about this super day tmr & with pics. I just changed my class blog's skin & It's way better. Class Tee was AMAZING. Ahh , Click here! Feature. Saturday, July 25, 2009 Alright , I feel like someone's wive planning to have a baby. Ouh my , I sound so old. Blame blame that bastard of mine. We're talking about guys being gentleman & I said if i'm gonna have one son , I'll drap him to shop with him & make him carry th bags , Makes sure he's a gentleman for sure & stuff stuff. That awesome dude says girls are better , Cause they're more likely to listen to what their parents says. So the quarrel goes on & on cause we both are on different sides. Guys , Son or Daughter's better ? Son right? I love sons , WAYYYYY MORE than your fuckass daughter. Yesterday , Had lots of fun. 1N2 owns the whole canteen. Sci was about reproduction & Amirah is ultra cute , She freaked out so much about those sperm. Most of us are too excited , I don't know why. Anyway , My main propuse of this post is to feature my twinny. He's god damn awesome & sweet , yaw. Since that bastard of mine's busy today , I asked him out & he can't. He's like telling me that he'll nvr turn cold towards me & Never wanna be or ever want to see me sad or smth. If guys are smart enough , He acutally refering to my Star. He just stepped out of my life. Pathetic me. Gah , too bad i don't have my twin's picture or i'll post it BIG time here. Those DJ , Gah. I wanna buttkick you man. Friday, July 24, 2009 Alright yesterday night , I was so damn pissed by some DJ for Th song that their singing on their Musical Tuesday. Let me list you down in point forms okay? Yupps.
His future girlf might be Jordan Sparks Cause nobody wants him & She will practically allow herself to be his punching bag. No matter what , They are better looking than you guys. You guys are Just some retard. He's got th talent way more than you guys do. Ouh , I know why you guys did that , You guys are jealous of him. He just made a lil mistake. Gah. I shall seriously irritate you guys with his pictures & I swear , It's alot. Why , Cannot ? I love him eh , What're you gonna do? Damn damn you guys.           P/s : Sorry for th harsh way of blogging. I just can't stand it. After all , Who are they to comment on him. The ones hating him should ONLY be Rihanna. I love love love ...... Thursday, July 23, 2009 I love Mommy. I love Daddy. I love Chris. I love ChrisBrown.Alright , I was bored so i did that. Then again , Aren't you guys happy/ honored to know That i really love you that i wrote it on my blog? I know you guys will uh. BTW , It's in random order. Those in italics are really loved. ;) Today , I felt so much better tho i had side cramps. Pathetic to be a girl man , I wanna be a guy! lalala. I swear i'm gonna go school tmr. Alright , Maybe i don't swear. The doctor told me that if i want to extend my MC , i could. Gosh , I really miss school. :( Amirah said that 1N2 had moved over to th 4th storey farfar away from other classes. She said that our class had th most absenties , OMFG ? We haven't got our class tee back yet cause lots of people didn't pay or smth. Alright , I gotta rest. I love you people! ;D 100% support ChrisB. =) Tuesday, July 21, 2009 chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb chrisb Gah , That message there is so touching. Play this video & Maybe you'll get what i mean. Well , So what if he've beat a woman up? At least he's brave enough to admit that he was wrong & apologize to everyone. Anyway , Wanna thank [instername] for telling me about this damn video. These days , I've realized that everything changes. Many of the bond that i thought that will be there that wouldn't end in Such a short notice ended. I thought that we will have endless thing to talk about. After my one month in Indonesia , Everything changes. I don't even know what's happening. Yea , That's right , Everyone change... Anyway , Thanks for th time we had. It's really good to have you in some part Of my life. Just want you to know , I'm always here whenever yo need me Like how i always do. YiJung / NiWeiLiang / Supersar / Rusty robot / Mean Robot , I'll miss you , Really much. 100th post. Monday, July 20, 2009 [Listening to ; Touch My Hand - David Archuleta] I'm down with a mild flu , yaw. I planned to go to school this morning. Went out super early cause i don't wanna squeeze with those people. Then again who knows what wrong with me? When i reached th traffic light , I wanna vomit. Called house then i thought i better walk faster before anything Embarrassing thing happens to me. Reached home & puke a mouth full of tea. ;( Slept & was rudely woken up by some people , Head to th doctor. You guys wanna smth ? I have got a clone / twinny. I just found him today. ;) Well , Not really clone or twin , Just tahat we both are too alike. We have got sick one the same day , Same sickness , Same medicine. How awesome. What more is that my actual birthday is his Chinese birthday. OMFG. OMFG. OMFG. Anyway , I have got a 2 day MC. The doctor's kindda mean. He pressed my jaw & it seriously hurts , H U R T S. Gah. I've got 3 medicine to take. One to gargel , others are normal ones. I tell you guys smth , Th one for gargeling suck to the core. Feel like puke after taking it. Gahh , I've been coughing since just now. It's killing me! I am so carving for hugs. Can anyone give me? ;( Every Fairtales has its own evil twist. Thursday, July 16, 2009 Stood up in the middle of class to wake myself up. How good can i be? I told you i am your good good girl & I proved me right. ;) Found VIP class meaningful. It's about failure. You guys have had your own Failure too right? I wrote " Fail to be strong. Listen to music (Try to avoid negative songs, Be alone , Try to forget things that aren't positive &&& cools down. " LOL. " Every Fairy Tale has its own evil twist. Those evil twist will tear you apart if you aren't strong enough to resist them. You gotta be strong." Music class ? No way. Wednesday, July 15, 2009 Whoah , One day passed. It's somehow better than yesterday but , I don't know why i'm still sleepy. Anyway , Thank you guys so much for Going through one of my weakest part of my life. I love you guys okay? &&&& I mean it. ;) Today's Anklong class was free period , In AC room. Still , A waste of time. The vendor who's supposed to teach us didnt turn up for the class. Ouh gosh , 1 hr in that AC room , The guys are crazy. Just look at the pictures below. Girls? Ehhh , We are waaayyy better than the guys okay. &&&& That includes me. ;) I'm your good good girl okay! ;) BoonBoon with Ingeeed. FIY , Ingeeed is now my class tee's name! ;) How cute can i be? LOL.  BoonBoon , Veneey & Ingeed. What to do? She's my girlf.  Guys are madly "man". Making Love session?  She's squashed! lalala  You're th one. Tuesday, July 14, 2009 [Listening To ; Keep you much longer - Akon] Just a few days back , I told myself how blessed am I. Today , I broke down infront of the whole class , I cried till my eyes were swell. I considered today my worst day ever. The last time i cried so hard was early this year. Gosh , It's been long. Earlier this year too , I've shared so much memory with you. I've taken you for granted , I should have treasured you from th beginning. You are not an average teacher. You mean a lot to me. You taught me a lot. I know I've disappoint you for my History SA1 , I should have made you proud. Now Semester 2 starts , I thought i could made you proud but , If i had my wonderful results , Will you be there to share the joy with me? I don't think you would. I regret of not treasuring you from the start. You will always be in my heart , Your smile will be running through my mind. I know it's too late but i'm happy enough to have you in a part of my life. I will never forget you & I hope you wouldn't too. If i've got a second chance , I would have treasured you more. I wish I could keep you much longer. Wild Wild Day. ;] Monday, July 13, 2009 Today was like a fun fun fun fun day. Normal school time was kindda , Th usual thing. Last 2 period was sci , went to th lab & did 3-4 experiment. Was super cool , Did most of the things expect for th Bunsen burner thing. I seemed like a coward & To make things worst , Mr Oh was there. OMG. He just saw my most unglam moments but what th heck. He'll see more. After school went to NP for cakes & stuff. Bought Ice cream. Milo ice cream Cause i need to boost my hyperness , I've used it all up during th lab session. Arnd 3 , Went to party.
Enjoy pictures. More stories will be added on along th way. =) Th Birthday Girl. (Look at her uni , It's mine & Nadia's job. Anyone better? No!) Look at those scary eyes at th bottom. LOL.  1st pic , My Xiang Xiang bro ;) 2nd pic , Just plainly hugs? ZX was forced to take this picture anyway.  My super cute Euvene , She can be mean at times. LIKE ME. ;]  Sci lab session & Some photography.  Jocyelyn at th god damn peanut in th sci lab. It's supposed to be used for th experiment. She said that it's tasty , OMG. Yea. She did just that. Gah , I'm lazy to blog about anything else. Picutres explains all luhh yea? =) P/s ; Blogger sucks. He hates me today. I accidently deleted MY pics & When i wanna upload it again , It just said that it've got some internal error. YEA RIGHT. You just plainly hate me! Have a sudden gush of "I miss Miss Santha" feeling. Friday, July 10, 2009  1. Qian Yu & I. 2.Me , Qian Yu & Euvene. 3.ZiXiang being a sotong. 4. "Stressed" shot. 5. ZX with th $3 thermometer. 6. Our worksheets. Everything other than th number 4 was taken yesterday. They were more pictures of Qian Yu & I but one of them , I TOTALLY LOOKED UNGLAM. Yet , She said i'm cute? OMG. Weirdo. Today had Volleyball for CCA. Ouh my hand hurts. It was bloody red but somehow it flew somewhere. It's fun , Tho , I still prefer basketball. ;] Had D&T , I miss art. I want art. I want miss Santha. I wonder if she still reads up my blog. She's th one who interest in History. I used to feel sleepy in History classes. I love her! & Miss Santha , If you're reading this. I just want to say that , Thank you for everything & ILY! After school studied in sembawang library , I was kindda disturb by [insertname] , All th time. Funny luhh. Anyone wanna tag along some other time? ;] Cheaty. Thursday, July 9, 2009 Other than th "Treasure Haunt' , Everything's normal. Geog was out of class kindda work. Really hot & I took tons of ZX's pic. The treasure haunt was freaky. We have to look for ATM card & It's not teacher's or anyth , It's ours. I kindda played with MrsChia. "Cher , I LOVE YOU. Can you lend me your ATM card? " Everyone laughed. I also played with MrOh or smth. " Cher , You've got ATM card? Lend us? We'll be good!" After school went to KFC , Didnt eat there. Ate cheese balls , Been a long time since i've eaten it. Went to popular for th Project. Went back to school to do my project. After doing , Give cher but She said it's still not good enough. She gave me till week 4. OMG! Must really really buck my ass up if i want to pass my CA. ;] Don't worry lala , I'll make you proud. Slacked in th school's library , Did freaky things & Photos. Will upload it tmr together with ZX's candids. ;] GoGoGaGa Day. Wednesday, July 8, 2009 Left my dear tie in class during recess time. Gah , Had to run up to get it. I'm super super hungry ! LS , Mrs Chia talked about occupations & stuff. Reminds me of dad , Maybe , I shall follow his suggestions. ;] After school went to come lab with HweeLing. She did her mind map while I do online quizzes. Euvene came & crapped saying that my answers to th Quiz are a bunch of lies. FIY , I didn't okays? ;D Went for KFC after HweeLing did her MindMap. Bussed home & Walked passed th Basketball court. Lots of memories there. ;] Anyway , Here's some pictures. Notice me , Always ready for camera? Hhahas. I so so love flexs weds! <3  Checking out Kim Bum on Jocyelyn's ph. Real lot!  Tongue out!  Back To My Original life. ;] Tuesday, July 7, 2009 "IINNNNNNGGGRRRRRIIIIIDDD!!" "AAAMMMIIIIIIIIIIRRAAAAHHH!!" "SHUD UP LA!!!" Aint my class cute? Today was great. Gah , I miss you guys! Two sentences are good enough to describe about today yea? ;] P/S: Stop asking about me & "youknowwho". Get over it. ;] Monday, July 6, 2009 Damn you woman. Seriously , Don't come & nag at me like as if i Killed someone or whatever. I didnt do anyone wrong & you did this to me. Are you kiasu or what? Why can't I go out after my 1 week of jail? Why must you always nag around my damn face? Get a life okay? Just cause of this stupid H1N1 , You're treating me like as if i'm a prisoner? Might as well home school me. Damn you ass. Why couldnt you just say I can only stay back for 2 hours or smth? Why must you call my school if i come home late? Why must i tell you what time i come home & what activities i have th next day? Damn it. Hate you. You totally spoil my day. It's time to bleed. Sunday, July 5, 2009 I know this & the previous post sounds a little weird. If you ever care for me or wants to know more , Ask me. Today , the phone rang. I thought , It's just like a usual type of call. Picked it up , Dad wasn't looking for me but Uncle. Then , I knew , Something was very wrong. I think 'the evil ones' turned for the worse , Or Maybe Dad turns for the worst outcome there is. After hanging up , Uncle returned to his room & Aunt followed. Tho , I'm with my earpiece on , I could hear everything. " This is too much. He's his own child. I mean , He's not a outsider. This man's possessed. He's out of his mind. This is humiliating. " I don't wanna hear all these but i just heard it all. Am i having the worst family ever in this world? Sometimes , I wondered whether i'm not supposed to be here or not. I really want to give up but i know , Mum & Dad's hope & Strength come from me & Chris. I shouldn't give up but I'm really weak now. I just want a pure hug & a listening ear.. "There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Then Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow. " -Micheal Jackson ; Heal the world "I am crying, a part of me's dying And these are, these are The Confessions, of a Broken Heart" - Lindsay Lohan ; Confessions of a broken heart I'm taking th turn. Down. Saturday, July 4, 2009  For now , This shall be th last picture of th "changed" me.I've been changed & all stressed up during the holidays. I'm pretending my every smile. Deep inside me , I'm hurt. I don't have my "IngridHappyHappy Worm". I can't find my feelings anymore. I've decided to let myself fall from all these misery. What I'm facing is too great. I can't take it anymore. You know , Everyone have it's downfall & I'm having it now. I just wanna fall to the end & gather up all of my courage. Once I'm perfectly Ingrid , I'll be back like what i am used to be. When I'm back, I'll be better & stronger. I hope you guys wouldnt find other friends to replace me in your heart. Cause , I'll be damn hurt. Alright. Till here. ;] Gah , 4 more days to go. Friday, July 3, 2009  Alright , I was bored. 4 more long days till i'm back in school.For one sure thing , I will be whining & wanting to slack when I'm back to school. I wonder how much I've missed in school. Gah , This is so not me , I've th urge to study. Alright. I'm off. P/s ; If you guys are bored. Talk to me thro MSN. ;] Chris Brown's Sorrow. Thursday, July 2, 2009  Seriously , Why do you guys hate ChrisB so much? People make mistakes. He is pityful enough. He've got his punishment , why must you guys do this to him? Young-Love.Net is right. That BET award performance was like chance to Make a come back. Why do you love him so much when he's on top of th Chart but not now. What are you guys , Liars? Seriously , Enough. ChrisBrown just wish to Tribute for his idol. Is there smth wrong with it? Seriously , If ChrisBrown dies , I'll fly to the States to see him. Why can't you just let go things from the past. It's been long. Aren't you guys tired talking about this? Belated. Wednesday, July 1, 2009  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , Daddy , though i don't know whether you're gonna read this or not, I'm still gonna post cause you're my best dad & everyone should know. Dad , I hope that all these stress you're in will come to an end. I know you told me to not think about it but sometimes , I just can't stop myself. Me hearing Mummy crying over th phone seriously hurt me. Daddy , You don't have to care too much about me. It's okay if i have to stay at home , everyday when i'm around in Indonesia. Seriously , I don't mind. You should do your best in your career. As what you've said , Your status is still unstable. However , Dad , Working is one thing. Your health is everything. Dad , You're a very strong man. I'm very proud of you. Though sometimes i don't say it , deep inside , I am. Thank you Daddy for giving the best you think for me. Thank you for planning my future for me. Thank you for your love & care all these years. Daddy , I love you. |
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