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Bus number 76. Saturday, October 31, 2009 For the first time in 4 months since we've met each other , Today is the first time we see each other physically. I didn't know that it was him , I don't know why i started freaking out when i don't even know who that guy was but it's the feeling , The special feeling telling you that that person you saw is someone you truly loves. Okay , cut the coolness. I'm really hyper cause ... I SAW TWINNY! I SAW TWINNY! I SAW TWINNY! I SAW TWINNY! Can you guys believe it ? I saw Twinny! It's damn touching ehh. We're having this deal to always meet up every saturday next year to have lunch. No backing out Twinneh. I love you. ;D Labels: 76 ; 31102009 Kids Are Innocent. Wednesday, October 28, 2009 For the first time in 1 year , 8 months and 14 long days , I finally picked up the floorball stick. The excitement , The firing burning in me , The feeling of wanting to win had left me for now & I'm all left with sadness , worry and inspiration. I don't know when all this bullshit is gonna stop but all i know now is that i have to excel , Have to live every moment of my live like as if i'll be gone tomorrow. Atleast , If i have to leave , I leave with no regrets. Can't you see how innocent kids are ? I know i'm no longer a kid but I'm really innocent. Why let your own granddaughter suffer ? What type of grandparents are you ? When are you going to stop all these? If you're trying to break my family up , Just say it. Don't use your dirty cheap money to sabotage the policemen. You think you're a bigshit with you colddirty cash? I know you don't love me anymore but i have to tell you something from the bottom of my heart , You can tell everyone you have no such granddaughter to everyone , It doesn't affect me at all. Since you don't want me , I don't want you either. I've no grandfather like you , goodbye. ;) Before i stop blogging , You guys have to check out ChrisBrown's latest video. It's totally hot & different from his other videos. You know , Like transformers? Yea , Check it out. ;) Too hyper to blog. D; Monday, October 26, 2009  That picture on top are just some happy moments with Blabber's Mummy. How adorable can he be ? Very uh! I can't blog much today or more like now cause i'm way tooooo hyper. I'll blog about some bigshit and i bet you guys don't wanna read all those. Chee anyway , I used my awesome awesome Watsons card and earn 43 points. AWESOME , AWESOME , AWESOME , AWESOME. Ouh i feel so good , Ouh i feel so good! I love Watsons! ;D Click play & there's no chance of turning back. Thursday, October 22, 2009 [Listening To ; Crawl - Chris Brown ] (Single) Click Play & You wouldn't stop listening to it. See , I told you - There's no turning back now. This is will be played in your mind all day long. Went out with Blabber's mum today. Went to PlazaSing & Gee , He eats a lot. After his duck rice & desert , he eat burger. Used the chili sauce to draw a smiley face. I name that smiley face Lester Ho. My newly created Lester is better than the actual one. Here , insertnamehere , Meet Lester Ho.   Aren't they cute? ;) I got back my overall results & I fail Chinese at 41.5 . Such a pathetic result. & Ouh , I've so much to do now. I've to do my 500words reflection & portfolio. booboo for me & cheers to no school tmr! Gonna stop here. Ingrid will change for the better & she did today! Post Exam Life. Wednesday, October 21, 2009 Today isn't agreatingridday , Although for one thing to be sure of & happy of is ; I passed History. I've done Twinny, Miss Santha & certainly, My parents proud but not myself. I was shocked when i knew that i passed but i wasn't happy. I wanted to cry so much. Went back to Woods right after school ,Met up with Vincent & Ouh, I felt so weird. & For my whole 10 months in YishunTown , This is the time when i really know that I'm not performing well & That i am in the school that expects alot from their students. It might be late to realize that piece of coldhard fact but it's better to be late then never. & From next year , I will do much better than what i did all these while. Ingrid will excel & Ingrid will be a better person each day. I will make each one of you proud of me. Ingrid will excel. Mr Lester Ho , This passage below is for you. I love you Mr LesterHo. ;) Thank you for waking me up from my never ending haywired dream. I know I've hurt you & Haven't been reasonable. I'm sorry & Last night , What you said about girls truly woke me up. I've been such a fuggass the whole time & I've been hurting you. Thank you for telling me & letting me realize that how bad i was towards you & people around me. Mo , From today onwards & never stopping ; I'll change. I'll change to be a better human being & be a little more understanding each day. Thank you Mo. ;) Aww , How good can i be? *cheers! Anyway , You girls out there should be jealous , He's truly awesome & I mean it. Internet's back on track! Monday, October 19, 2009 Chee , My blog is so dead. Life without internet & my old other half sucked. Is it me not knowing every part of you ? Is it you under pressure ? Is it me or is it you ? I miss you. I dreamt of you last night & I wish that it was reality. You don't usually laugh at me when I'm sad over some silly shit , That day you did. I know that i haven't been by your side every since I've got Lester , I want to prove you wrong , I want to prove you that i am not a play girl. I want to show you that i am not that bad & mean . I don't want this anymore. I miss you , I really do. You know , I really really want to run to you & hug you tight ? Yea , Just like Koala bear & her tree. You are my Tree , I need you. How can i survive without you? It's too soon. Please tell me it's not goodbye. Labels: goodbye ? D; Don't be such a retard. Friday, October 9, 2009 Desperate for a boyfriend ? Desperate for a patch back ? Desperate to be a retard ? Desperate to be coward & a loser ? Desperate to ruin people's life ? Desperate to be a stunk in my life ? Desperate to lie in someone's face ? Desperate to show off ? Ouh , Let me tell you something ; You aren't gonna do all that. So what if you're the coach's grand daughter ? Does it relate to me ? NO! You think you're a big shit if you're the grand daughter of him ? No way. You aren't Micheal Phelps's trainer's grand daughter . You are no one to ruin my life . Don't push your luck too hard & far . Doesn't mean that i didn't say a thing , You can go on like this. Excuse me , You're a god damn Primary5 kid & you're gonna be 14 , Stop acting like a kid , Childish. Ouh , Yea ; You hang out with preteens. & You , don't be such a bug. Primary 5 & you wanna act like as if you're 18 ? Touch here & there. What do you think ? Nice? No way. You're cheap ! So who's better , I am. Last but not least , GET A LIFE , YOU RETARD. Labels: Desperate retard. Emotionally gone cased. Tuesday, October 6, 2009 Alright , I had a rough night last night just cause of some hug. I don't know how it happens , Perhaps it's because my other half's sad - telepathy? Maybe or maybe i'm really losing control of my emotions. What is wrong with me? I seemed so worked up with every littlest thing. I don't know why I hate those guys in my class. Are they really that irritating , if yes , then why can i still stand some of them? What is wrong with me? Am i turning for a bad girl to a goodgood girl ? Is this what being a councillor made me? Mould me into someone who really like order? Can someone just help me , please ? Tell me what is wrong with me. Just blog-hopped some human's blog & Her & her stead broke up. Her blog songs are so emotional . I used to ignore them all & move on with my life. What is wrong with me? Why am i easily affected by things that i shouldn't have cared about ? That guy is really sweet. His blog post were all about her. He said he was sorry & regretted. Regret on asking for break then realized that he was no longer for him to hold. & Ask for a patch but it was too late. Gosh , I'm sososo sad now. D;  'Guys are natural born leaders" Monday, October 5, 2009 Froggy ; My son.  Practically , Everyone was screaming - celebrating . Anyway , I survived & It's like a blink of an eye with her around. I want her to teach history too. It's soo much better than MrNg. At least , I wouldnt feel sleepy & I bet i'll pass my EOY [?] She then talked about guys being a natural born leader & telling us that she think that , There's no such thing as being treated the same cause of your gender. Girls booed her & Guys cheered. All the girls are like booboo ? They're like sitting down letting people say that you're not really a leader & a bad leader? Then , Amirah , Euvene , Masturah & I booed . Hello , Females can be great leaders too ! Look at me , I'm a natural born leader. tsktsktsk. Anyway , During Chinese class we all watched some god of monkey movie? & For English , We're tortured. We're like kindergartens. Learning on how to speak. & I'm uber proud of myself. I did my geog & math homework. The best part was that , I did my History too! ;) Ouh ouh , Class suck & Last Friday , We had to write lines. We're supposed to write about "how to behave when teachers are around" ? I wrote a bunch of crap about this class & I proudly bolded the quote 'I HATE MY CLASS' 'I hate guys in my class , They're only into porn , girls , fun & noise ' - I wonder what'll she say/ think. I wonder what'll the guys say if they read my blog. But anyway , I don't care , I'm stating facts. Hate me all you want. I can't stop you. & just so you know , I hate you too. & Smelly , Don't get too worked up anyway. You're having gastric , take care & must eat! Must thank me for my half eaten cookies alright? ;) I love you smelly. Just finish talking to my Twinny. He got caught by his dad . We're talking about this song ' Jizz in my pants' which is = to cum in my pants. & His dad came in & heard that sentence , 'I cum in my pants' . Ouh , My poor poor twinny. & Euvene's uber cute , She told me about BoonHui stuff & I told her that i'll call her ltr cause i'm the phone with Twinny. Then she cursed my Twinny. Saying ; 'Wahhlau tell your Twinny go die. I down here crisis you down there Twinny , Twinny. Wahhhlau." Seriously , Tell your twinny go die." LOL LOL . Alright , Some over due pictures & fresh from oven. ;) Don't bother looking any closer. No up-skirt. ;)    & Those are just some happy & R[A] moments with her. ;) Love her to the max of max. ;) Awesome me & Awesome ChrisB picture.   To please your eyes from some 'R[A]' stuff , Look at my awesome photography. .jpg) .jpg) Bro's 'recycled' lantern (from a workshop)  I'm failing Chinese , For sure. ;( Thursday, October 1, 2009 Had a nightmare last night & It was uber god damn scary. It's seems so real? I don't know why i dreamt of such a scary 'rober' in it. I didn't do anything guilty. I don't think i've offended anyone. Maybe it's cause my boyfie didn't talk to me last night? Bad , bad boyfie. Nah , actually he was doing smth else. Fine , He's excused. :) Anyway , I woke up 3 times last night. Gosh , Really can't forget that femalecow in my dream. Today just sucked , seriously sucked. Alright , I somehow rocked but most of it just sucked. Rocked : 1. I think i did exceptionally great for my compo & letter writting. 2. It's been a month long now. 3. Chris Brown really rocked his single. 4. Someone's touched by me? o.o Sucked : 1. Paper 2 was hard. I don't know how to read for almost everything? 2. I'm gonna fail badly cause of it. 3. Parents will be disappointed . 4. That female theft flashes in my mind all day. 5. I'm really tired. Gahhs , God damn it. I seriously need to e learn my history cause i don't have my textbook. & Tmr , I'm gonna die really badly cause MrNg's taking our LS period. Ouh God , Please just save my soul from him. For Once? please please please. |
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