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Why Am I Stuck Between In This Freaking Stuff? Monday, March 2, 2009 Tell me , Mummy , Am I really fated to be born in this type of family? Must i really be stuck in this freaking thing? Why can't i be a toddler , I don't have to be sad. I don't have to know everything. Why am i , a teenager , have to live in adults world? My mindset , is seriously too young for adults world. What i think & what they are thinking is completely different. You think that the more i know , The more i'll be mature. But the thing you donno is , It makes me felt depressed & hurt. Yea , I'm super happy infront of 1N2 peeps. But in me , They are eating me up. Mummy , I know you felt the same as I. I don't blame you , I know that you're hurt too. Just like I do. That's why we've got smth to relate to. That's why we can cry over the phone for 1 full hr. Yea , Though , I look tough on th out & you look plainly soft. Well , Maybe they think that we are weaklings? Maybe , that's why they bullied us. Seriously , I can't take it. Can i just go to school tmr & hug anyone of you? I really need it , I want it. I wanna feel loved. I'll really love you & cry in your arms. Anyone? Assholey? Yea , all these months , Tears & hateness had run through my blood. Somehow , I'm not used to it. Not sooner or later. Enough of this crap ready uh. I'm gonna walk in class with gloomy face. Please , Please . Dont mess with me that day. Aint in the mood for it. Hugs , Talk to me anyone? Please? Assholey ? Boon Hui? Be my councilors? Please , Please , just let me hug you for a moment? Let me talk to you guys. Cry it out? |
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