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Koo-Koo head. Shouting day. Sunday, May 24, 2009 [Listening to; If today was your last day - Nikel Back] Cracks were formed again on Friday. Cause of tee , Noise level. I've again hurt myself because of them. My throats hurts , Knuckles have got bruise & scar & My heart & faith in me were shattered. Class is the reason why am i so tensed , serious. Why must they be so so unfair , Why dont they just cooperate? Must i always shout , throw my tantrums & hurt myself. If yes is you answer , I'd rather die. Why must they hurt me again & again. Am i really that bad? Am i that suck & irritating?I know i am a little dramatic , I'm a drama club member - what do you want? I know i can be rude at times , I'm a not really a girl next door , I admit , I am a spoilt brat. Sometimes , I can be very very self centered but i tried to change. Do you? No you dont. Why must everyday in school seems to be my worst day ever? Can you guys be the angle & let me th devil for once? You should try to feel how i've felt. & If i'm stepping down , Someone is too , following me. Alright , That's probably my worst worst day in my past 5 months in YTSS. Horrible Friday. Luckly , I've got quite a good news to me. Un expected. Really is. Here's the conv aft this , You'll know what i mean ; Him1 : You're choosen for councillor. Me : Huh? What? Him2 : No it shouldnt be that way. *Says congrants & shook my hand* Him1 : Are you sad? Me : No. Him1 : Are you happy? Me : No. Just unexpected. Him1 : BTW , You have to stay back in sch at 4.30 on monday for resheasel . Me : Uh. 4.30 ? Monday ? Him1: Yupp , Outside the counsillor room. Know where? Me : Yea. Canteen , bahbahbah. Him1: Okay , see you. Me : Is the 4.30 am or pm? This thrusday? Him1 : Umm , today is Friday , ystd was thrus. & it's pm. Me : Okay. bye. Him1 & 2 : bye. *walks off* I think that they thinks that i'm a freak living 1 day behind th world or smth. I can't believe it , I tot i trashed it for sure. I thought that i can forget abt it. OMG. HweeLing freaking dont believe me. Aww.. Anyway , I freaked out so much in class. Lessons are boring. Going thru papers & stuff. Boring. Okay , gonna stop here oki? I'm getting wild already. Cheers for me being a councillor! ;) If today was my last day , Will everyone be the same? Will they change just for today? Will they be sad or happy? If today was my last day. |
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