It's time to bleed. Sunday, July 5, 2009 I know this & the previous post sounds a little weird. If you ever care for me or wants to know more , Ask me. Today , the phone rang. I thought , It's just like a usual type of call. Picked it up , Dad wasn't looking for me but Uncle. Then , I knew , Something was very wrong. I think 'the evil ones' turned for the worse , Or Maybe Dad turns for the worst outcome there is. After hanging up , Uncle returned to his room & Aunt followed. Tho , I'm with my earpiece on , I could hear everything. " This is too much. He's his own child. I mean , He's not a outsider. This man's possessed. He's out of his mind. This is humiliating. " I don't wanna hear all these but i just heard it all. Am i having the worst family ever in this world? Sometimes , I wondered whether i'm not supposed to be here or not. I really want to give up but i know , Mum & Dad's hope & Strength come from me & Chris. I shouldn't give up but I'm really weak now. I just want a pure hug & a listening ear.. "There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Then Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow. " -Micheal Jackson ; Heal the world "I am crying, a part of me's dying And these are, these are The Confessions, of a Broken Heart" - Lindsay Lohan ; Confessions of a broken heart |
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