The excitement , The firing burning in me , The feeling of wanting to win had left me for now

& I'm all left with sadness , worry and inspiration.

I don't know when all this bullshit is gonna stop but all i know now is that i have to excel ,

Have to live every moment of my live like as if i'll be gone tomorrow.

Atleast , If i have to leave , I leave with no regrets.

Can't you see how innocent kids are ? I know i'm no longer a kid but I'm really innocent.

Why let your own granddaughter suffer ? What type of grandparents are you ?

When are you going to stop all these? If you're trying to break my family up ,

Just say it. Don't use your dirty cheap money to sabotage the policemen.

You think you're a bigshit with you colddirty cash?

I know you don't love me anymore but i have to tell you something from the bottom of my heart , You can tell everyone you have no such granddaughter to everyone ,

It doesn't affect me at all. Since you don't want me , I don't want you either.

I've no grandfather like you , goodbye. ;)

Before i stop blogging , You guys have to check out ChrisBrown's latest video.

It's totally hot & different from his other videos. You know , Like transformers?

Yea , Check it out. ;)